we made the most.
2013-08-14 - 1:01 p.m.
it feels like september outside today, it feels so fantastic and beautiful. days like today i especially miss luna, miss crunching on the leaves on our run to the park, collapsing on the couch at home together, panting and snuggling.
i feel strangely optimistic, i am GOING to make some changes.
there is a study abroad trip to belize in the winter of 2014, and i am going. i'm going to pick up the information packet on friday, and i'm going to find out what i have to do to get there. all the imaginary things in my head that always, always hold me back will be stifled.
andrew came by to pick up his apartment key i borrowed to lock the door this morning and i practically leapt into his arms from the excitement, babbling about what a great day today is. our nights together are perfect, something out of a fairy tale. last night he bathed the cat, and wrapped him in a towel and held him close to his chest to keep him warm after. he came into the living room cooing and rocking him, and these are the things that completely shock me about him. that someone else can so fully love an animal the way i can, that appreciates when he jumps onto the couch and settles in between us and purrs. after he put turtle down he lay down on his back on the floor and i jumped up and straddled his hips, kissing him full on his lips, pushing back the unruly hair of mine that kept falling on his face. having the apartment to ourselves is such a wonderful feeling, clothes falling off where ever they may and making love where ever we feel like.